Thank You For VIsiting Me...!!!

With outstretched arms, I welcome you to the world of yet unsaid emotions...

Wish you a good time.! And thank you for visiting me...!!!

Tuesday, 11 June 2013

On a new road...

Of dreams and desire
Of going a notch higher
With every moment that waves past
Wish it could be a bit more fast

A zillion thoughts in my head
all waiting to be heard
Some make perfect sense
some totally absurd

I am a living paradox
and everything seems surreal
One moment, I rule the world
The other, I don't know how to deal

Just a few lines ago
I wanted this time to fly
Hardly a matter of few words,
And now I want it to stand by

Lots of questions, lots of stories
Countless things untold
Hanging on or letting go
So much to behold

Melody, rhythm, prose and colors
All seem in ecstasy
Am I in bliss, in a radiant shade of pink
Is this how its meant to be?

For a journey that has just begun
with lots of prayers and blessings
Now is the time that I most need
Both, my roots and wings !!

Friday, 8 June 2012

SAY IT WITH A GIFT.....


No! The Archie's Gallery or the Hallmark people or for that matter, none of the tycoons of this ‘say it with gifts’ business are paying me even a single penny for this free publicity I’m giving them. Worse, they do not even know I am doing it for them! But then, there are places where hard-cash payback just doesn't matter. You get a lot secretly and that’s all that matters!!! Realization strikes.
So, I was talking about saying it with gifts. Gifts that could vary from flowers to books, jewellery to cars, pens to accessories or whatever to wherever. All that matters is, just saying it! Saying it (differently) when things are simply superb and you want your special ones to know, or when things are just not fine and you want them to be! And trust me, gifts help.

Of all the things that I've felt, I realize that “just saying it” is the toughest (and I know that all my readers of the opposite sex would want to shower me with accolades (read ‘gifts’) for conveying this to all :)). But it gets much easier when we try and go the gifts way. All those beautiful people who have tried this would sure want to reach out and support me on this, and well, I thank them all in anticipation! You Hail!

Wading through those unsaid, unorganized emotions gets just so easy when cards say it for you. And recall the ecstasy (please note that I don’t use the word ‘pleasure’ for thisJ) when you discover ‘the one’ that you feel was drafted only for you to word yourself!


Or imagine the look on his/her face when you get daring enough to gift a coffee mug, simply because that would become the first thing to touch their lips every morning! 

It could also work out if a crystal globe was chosen all in all to convey that the sender was handing over his/her world to the receiver (exempt me for this, but I am essentially an electronics and COMMUNICATION engineer, I can’t just get away from the basics!) 

Or let’s be thoughtful enough for the sincere ones when we take a plunge in the massive pool of the latest bestsellers so as to find one by their favorite author. Big task for us. May be. But for them, irresistible, simply! Same goes for the disciples of rhyme as well. And nothing could be more wonderful, if you gave an extra edge by composing something for them yourself! After all, its only words, and words are all we have, to take their heart away!

Everyone does it on special occasions, birthdays, anniversaries, graduations, et al. You go, do it, when it is hardly expected. And there lies the recipe. Of a gate-crashing entry into their hearts. Because, one of the things that keeps the spark alive is the element of surprise. Cliche  but very very true, indeed.

Now some small tips of the trade. Say it fresh and with something that they've been waiting to acquire. Better still, something that they could not do without, that they always wanted, especially lately. Something that would be tangible and non-perishable (that’s how I like it) and best would be something that could stay on, till as long as it can. Gurus say, avoid key chains and deodorants or perfumes. They tend to trigger a quarrel. Try keeping away from dried flowers, they bring in negativity. Go by the ‘appeal’ and the ‘feel’. And don’t forget, the wrapping, the presentation is equally important.

Say it with enrollment in ‘salsa classes’ or free passes for a theater workshop,
Say it with candles, with earthen pots, with colors for those with creative fingers, or with a lollipop! 
Say it with personified tees or songs of their soul,
Say it with something you sketch for them, or say it with an idol. 
Say it with pens of their favorite brand, or with a pair of kissing fishes in an aquarium on the stand. 
Say it with a solitaire ring rattling when their drink is done, or say it with a canvas that’s aglow with the rising sun! 
And please don’t forget to scribble a message yourself,
And then, when they’re away, secretly place it on their shelf. 
Say it now, do it today, 
And take my word, they’ll be by you, to stay!

The bottom line is to say it, with gifts, of course! And yes, the next time it works out for you, do drop in a line to me and make me a part of it all! Fingers crossed, I’m waiting to hear from you….

“MADHUBALA”


I recently read “MADHUBALA” by Dr. Harivansh Rai “Bachchan” and am deeply inspired to present its Book Review for you :

                                “MADHUBALA”

“Because of rhyme, word come to an end and yet end not. The utterance finishes, but not its ring, and the ear and the mind go on with their game of tossing the rhyme back and forth. So here, wherein the lap of limitless space, clouds lie down to sleep, I have built my house for thee, O Poetry!”
                                                        ‘Gurudev’ Rabindranath Tagore

On the onset, my sincerest obeisance, for forging into the unexplored territories of reviewing the masterpiece of Hindi Literature in a language called English. But after all that I have read, I’ve begun to think big and beyond. Language, in itself, can never be the medium of restraint. It is the most exquisite and intricate form of art, of wording the expressions and hence liberating the soul. It is food for thought. And Poetry was, is and shall forever remain the elixir to live and die for. As words gently caress the rhyme, and the rhythm is tossed yonder and within, as emotions spill through ink, and volumes are spoken by lyrical gestures, from the annals of self-existence comes surging out a vivid recollection of feelings in the due splendour of a butterfly’s vibrance. And   Bachchan, indisputably, is the king of this forte.

MADHUBALA came after MADHUSHALA and was composed way back in 1934-35. And ever since it has stayed a reader’s favourite. A collector’s item. A vintage treasure. This is one of the most read books of Hindi Literature and is likely to remain so for years to come.
After reading the book, it seems that the author had turned to unstoppable drinking (read alcohol) when he lost his first wife. As if that was the only means of solace for him. But that is where the magic unveils. Dr. Bachchan stayed a teetotaller throughout his life.  But it was in the days after this major loss in his life that these gems of literature were drafted. I’m rightly reminded of the lines which say, “my sweetest songs are those which tell the saddest thought”.

The book has 15 of the world’s best poems, all in five less than a hundred pages. The poet has personified himself to everything that can be closely associated to liquor, right from the drink to the drinker, from the vessel to the house, from the owner of the place to the song that is.  He has introduced the reader to that layer of this process, this phenomenon, which no one could ever even think of. In spite of being a teetotaler, and having observed the repercussions of alcohol-consumption in first person, I was still carried away by what the author offered, even tempted for a while.
He feels so relaxed, so much at peace with himself and the world, with good and bad, with people, with pain, with all that life has and has not to offer, that at a point, impersonating a vessel, he says,
pal me mrit peene waale ke kar se gir bhoo par aaunga
Jis mitti se tha main nirmit, us mitti me mil jaunga
adhikar nahi jin baato par, un baato ki chinta kar ke
ab tak jag ne kya paaya hai,
main kar charcha kya paaunga?” 

He is reluctant even to think of getting out of that stage of self-obliteration. Underscoring all creations is, unquestionably, the love of his life. “is paar priye, madhu hai, tum ho, us paar na jaane kya hoga”.
Simply reading through this text makes one swim into that state of oblivion, where nothing matters, but liberation. Freedom from all shackles of worldliness, pure-impure, caste, creed or for that matter, anything else. All seekers have entered that hall of realization where it isn’t them who rule the world and it hardly matters whoever does. They are the emperors of their own lives, their own destinies.

As I wade through this review, I feel I could go on, without stopping. But in middle school, we were taught to read as much as we could, so that no on else could deprive us of the pleasure that reading fresh text could fill us with. So, I pass it on. And yes, I am filled with boundless love, respect and gratitude for the language and the author. More so for the latter, for re-introducing the reader to the eternal beauty of Hindi language and revitalizing them with the ‘cup of life’ as served by Madhubala. But readers, don’t go by what I say. Go, find it, feel it for yourself. And only when u start loving to treasure it, I’ll consider my task done. Till then, I sign off, in ecstasy.

Tuesday, 22 May 2012

Saying "Thank You" before it is too late...


A few days ago, I stumbled upon this article on a blog appealing all to ‘say Thank You before it is too late’. That clicked something deep within me. Something that belonged to the past but that always had the capacity to give me a jolt, immediately, at the very moment.

I too had had a great Professor in our Engineering College who mentored our Software Project in the Final year. He always addressed me with my surname, even during our volleyball net-practices. Whenever I asked him when he'd learn, remember or call me with my first name he said, when I would treat him with a 5-Star (an Indian chocolate of cocoa, caramel and nougat). Everyday, I thought I would get that for him, but somehow it kept getting postponed.

One fine day, I finally had it with me, and was headed to the volley court where I wanted to hand it over to him and tell him that his energy, enthusiasm, knowledge, sense of humour, his entire persona was a complete inspiration for me (and many others) and so totally infectious! I wanted to thank him for just being there. But that day he was busy with some official work, so couldn't turn up for the game. I pledged to hand it over to him the next day. That same night, at around 11:30pm, when we were deep engrossed in our upcoming project work in our hostel rooms, we heard a crashing sound. Our college is located on the national highway. Minutes later we got the news that there'd been a terrible accident and 2 lives were lost on the spot. The third was badly injured, but thankfully alive and was immediately rushed to the hospital. Our professor was one of the two whom we'd lost forever.

As soon as we got the news, the first excruciating thought that hit me was, I couldn't give him the 5Star. That pain stays. Even after 4 years now.
Since that day I vowed that I shall live up to any and every commitment I make, no matter how small that may be. Or I shall not commit anything at all if I'm even the slightest bit unsure.

The post on that blog brought these memories surging out from the deepest annals. But I feel happier that I learnt a valuable lesson that stays alive in me and that has helped me become a better person. Also, I want to say “Thank you Karl” (The Author of that blog) for such an insightful post!

Tuesday, 24 April 2012

A Tranquil Prayer...


Merry waves.  Starry night.

Sparkling sand. Full-moon on right.

Serenity. Breeze around.

Silence is the only sound.

To The Father, humble requests

Of only two lasting bequests

That every star softly sings

One is roots, the other wings.

When Rain's At It's Best...!!!


Being blessed with April rains is a relatively new trend, courtesy Global Warming, but rains have always had an element of unquestionable acceptance about them. Rains are the drizzling reminders that heavens are ceaselessly showering their limitless blessings upon us, and which leave everything on our planet awash and anew. Whatever the time of the day, they drift the soaking souls into a whole new territory, mentally, emotionally and even geographically. No matter where one is, the drift is absolute and instant. Rains are just always welcome.

Be it the 6am shower, when the open windows usher in the most intoxicating incense of the freshly bathed Mother Earth, as if returning after her early dawn’s offerings to the Almighty.

Or the mid-day showers, when nothing on this planet, living or still, seems more beautiful and invigorating than the cheerful laughter of those tiny-tots returning from school, splashed all over with the semi-solidified subcutaneous layer of the earth. Floating paper boats, they are least aware of realizing their privilege of having drapes for their slender silhouettes and least bothered about catching a cold. Even if their mums shout their lungs out (though secretly yearning to be a part of them, then and there)!

Or be it at 4pm with ‘chai’-the ultimate Indian delicacy and steaming hot ‘pakodas’ (shove health, fitness and nutrition in the closet for the moment), the fragrance of mint, garden-fresh coriander, ginger and basil filling the air, as each member of the family recoils to his/her original self, after the hectic day at school, college, office or kitchen, content and aware of the blessings of life and elderly ones.

Or be it at 7pm, when young hearts beat rhythmically with the dribble in the basket-ball court.

Or be it during the pre-midnight hours, when the curtain flutters and brings the slightest drizzle in, as the bed-side lamp emanates its exotic radiance and the aroma of coffee revitalizes the senses and reimburses the emotional quotient as eyes scan and fingers flip through the pages of the latest bestseller by your favourite author.

In or out, now or later, here, there, everywhere, rains have always played the role of ‘soul-cleanser’, carrying one’s spirits into non-dual timelessness. With them around, one of nature’s most unassailable laws – that time just moves forward and never recedes – loses its vitality. It is in the rains that everything: the greens, browns and blues revert to unbridled, fresh childhood! And as it is, it is now that I simply want to break-free, as the kid in me just refuses to grow up, exactly the way it longs to get soaked to the soul!

Wednesday, 4 April 2012

A lesson well-learnt...


About a couple of years ago, when dad was posted in Dhule, Maharashtra, he often had to visit Mumbai for official meetings. The nearest airport was at Aurangabad, and he often had to take the early morning flights. Being a religious soul,  he missed no opportunity to visit the ‘jyotirling’ that is famously located there. On one such trip this incident happened, which he narrated a few days back.

One morning, on his way out of the temple, a teenager boy approached him as he was moving towards his SUV.  Inching closer, the boy said, ‘Sir, I am a student of 10th standard and  need some money to buy books’. My dad is a thorough philanthropist and is ever ready to help people ‘who want to help themselves’ as he always puts it. “Hum to sirf zariya hain. Jo unki kismat me  hai, unhe zaroor milega” (We’re just means, they’ll definitely get what is in their fate) is what my mom adds. And my parents strongly feel the pleasures in ‘giving’. So taking it as another god-gifted opportunity to help a little child, my dad asked him to sit in the car and took him to a nearby book store. ‘When I looked at him”,dad said,”I was reminded of Viviyan (my younger brother). This boy would also be somebody’s son, probably of a father who wasn’t as fortunate as me to be able to provide his son with the books he needed for a brighter future.” From the shop, dad bought him all the books he asked for, notebooks and even other stationery. The boy thanked him and my dad left for the airport, feeling happy and content.

A few weeks later, dad had to again board the same flight at the same time. As he went about his ritual of visiting the temple,  the same boy approached him again while he was coming out. Now, my dad has photographic memory which neither was this kid aware of, nor did he himself possess. Dad immediately recognized the boy but before any other thoughts could register or process, with utter confidence this little lad started off with the same 10th standard story, AGAIN!!!  My dad caught him and reprimanded,’a few days earlier I’d got you all those books and stationery, where are they?’ The boy struggled to release himself and finally managed to run away. 

Words probably can’t describe how violated dad would have felt.

After that, dad paid several visits to the same temple before boarding the same flight at the same time of the day, but never met that kid again.

After hearing this incident, I could not help but wonder, under whose “able guidance” was this kid actually working. [Most probable chance is that the kid(or his ‘supervisor’) would have resold the books and other stationery at silly discounts (may be to the same book store)and ‘ate, puffed and drank’ and the money was gone!]  Was this kid orphaned by fate or was it some cruel joke of destiny that had made him a subject, turning him out into someone he’s started to enjoy being! Did the child even understand the dynamics of this universe at work-that he’d be precisely and accurately awarded with whatever he was giving to this world: treachery, mistrust  and deceit.  Or may be this was all absolute non-sense for a child whose only concern was to attend to a growling stomach and fight for survival-no matter however! Who was  at fault? Better still, who was suffering because of this fault? Would he ever think twice before helping any such kid again, I asked dad. “When we stumble while walking, we neither stop walking, nor do we stop treading the same path. But we learn to be more careful and attentive and start wearing the right shoes. There are always lessons to learn. I have already started browsing websites to learn the ‘art of face-reading’.” was his reply.